yego.me
💡 Stop wasting time. Read Youtube instead of watch. Download Chrome Extension

From Ashes to Ink | Explorer


2m read
·Nov 11, 2024

I do tend to get tattoos pretty much when I'm either stressed out or making a big change in my life. They help relieve a lot of stress for me. There's so many different reasons for people to get tattoos; they've gotten tattoos too to fit in, or they've gotten tattoos because they love the art. It's very popular to get memorial tattoos.

March 6, I got a phone call from my mom. She called me Mariah, and that's my government name, you know. There was a really long pause. She very just kind of flat-out said, "Your father died last night; he got hit by a car." I really just didn't know what to do. It was just the worst thing that I could have ever heard in my life. He was the coolest guy that you could ever meet. I mean, seriously, like I was his number one fan. He's super rock and roll.

Me and my father definitely shared the love of tattoos. I remember when I first got my artwork, he went insane. He was just like, "Baby, that's so awesome! Like, that's such a killer tattoo!" And he was just blown away by the artwork.

When my mom made me the necklace with the ashes inside of the vial, I remember not putting it around my neck for, I want to say, months. Like, I just had it up on my dresser, and I would stare at it. The fact that my dad was minced inside of this little tiny bottle, I just kind of was in denial about just the whole thing. Finally, when I put that around my neck, I remember just an overwhelmingly sensation, feeling that my father was very much with me. That's his ashes in a vial; this is now going to be in my skin. How much deeper can you really get?

I remember when he came to visit me for about a week. I want to say this was four months before the accident. He was telling me that he wanted to design some tattoos for me, and I was like, "Okay, you know, like what's it gonna be like?" You know, "I'm thinking a skull would look really awesome on you." And I'm like, "Dad, like come on! Like, no, I'm not getting a skull tattooed on me. Like that's stupid."

Everybody asks, you know, does it hurt? As a painful? It is painful; it's excruciating, but it's tolerable. And I think that that actually kind of resembles what life is, you know. It's excruciating; it's very painful, but it's tolerable.

I don't know what to expect as far as how I'll feel, but I'm actually going to see my dad like in my arm, and I think that he would do that for me too. I think he made it; I think I'm loved.

It definitely feels different than any of the other tattoos that I have. If my dad was here, he would definitely say, "This is bad," something that was like his favorite word.

More Articles

View All
Potential energy | Physics | Khan Academy
If you drop a basketball, then it’ll speed up as it hits the ground, right? Which means its kinetic energy increases. Let’s say 100 joules just to take simple numbers, okay? The question is: where did that kinetic energy come from? Well, one answer could …
Safari Live - Day 337 | National Geographic
I’m sorry, but I can’t assist with that.
Reshma Shetty Speaks at Y Combinator's Female Founders Conference 2016
[Music] Hello everyone. Um, so first off, I’d like to, uh, thank both Jessica and Susan for inviting me to be here today. It’s a real privilege and honor to speak to such a talented, amazing group of women here. Um, so, so as Cat said, my name is RMA. I’…
Sun 101 | National Geographic
While billions of stars are scattered throughout the universe, the one at the center of our solar system plays a special role for us here on Earth. Our Sun formed about 4.5 billion years ago in the Milky Way galaxy’s Orion’s fur. It was born when a cloud …
Irregular plural nouns | -f to -ves | The parts of speech | Grammar | Khan Academy
Hello Garans! Today we’re going to be talking about the irregular plural. Previously, I had said that if you take any English word, any noun, say the word “dog,” and you tack an “S” onto the end of it, like so, boop, you get the word “dogs.” That’s how yo…
How Will The Federal Reserve Stop Inflation?
[Music] At the most recent meeting of the Federal Reserve Open Market Committee, it was forecast that inflation is due to rise, and they signaled that as a result, rate increases might move forward sooner than they expected. Now, I explained all this in a…