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How to Stop Hating Yourself


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·Nov 4, 2024

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Everyone has moments of dislike of themselves at some point in their lives. It could be because of something we’ve done, some aspect of our bodies, or maybe we believe we’re just not good enough. Whatever the reason, disliking ourselves means we’re not content with ourselves. There’s something wrong, lacking, and deficient about who we are. Our perceived faults make us feel uneasy, which isn’t always bad and could be the start of a change in the right direction.

But when our self-dislike intensifies and endures, it becomes hatred: self-hatred. Is self-hatred—or self-loathing—ever truly constructive, or does it usually lead us nowhere? And perhaps most importantly, could it be that self-hatred is often, if not always, based on a delusion? Self-hatred can slowly creep into our lives, starting with small moments of self-criticism—telling ourselves we’re not good enough or have failed somehow. Over time, these thoughts can grow into a deep loathing that affects how we see ourselves and our place in the world.

Self-hatred doesn’t come without danger, but the reasons we self-hate may not be justified. Moreover, self-hatred may actually be narcissistic. So, why do we hate ourselves? Is there any good in self-hatred? And how can we break free from it? This video explores self-hatred. If you want to support Einzelgänger, consider joining my Patreon page, which allows access to ad-free videos, bonus content, and free merch. Thank you, and I hope you’ll enjoy this video.

Believing self-hatred is a good motivator is like thinking anger is an effective way to solve problems. It may sometimes work and it sometimes grants us the ability to push through boundaries we otherwise didn’t dare to cross. But is that progress worth the risk and pain that comes with self-hatred? While it might provide a temporary drive, the long-term consequences often far outweigh the short-term gains. Unchecked self-hatred can have significant and long-lasting impacts on one's mental and physical well-being.

It frequently results in a downward spiral, where depressive thoughts feed on feelings of worthlessness. Self-hatred is also linked to self-sabotaging and self-destructive behaviors that might initially seem productive. For example, someone obsessively pursuing a healthy lifestyle might actually be masking an eating disorder rooted in deep self-loathing. Or a person who appears ambitious and hard-working may be driven by profound feelings of inadequacy, leaving him vulnerable to burnout.

Ultimately, self-hatred is a destructive force that makes people miserable. It can lead to addiction, isolation, self-punishment, and even the belief that the world is better off without them. But where does this self-hatred come from? The cause of self-hatred is complex. There are various reasons why we hate ourselves. We could have cultivated self-hatred as a consequence of bullying, for example, which led us to believe we’re inferior and that there’s something profoundly wrong with us.

We could also hate ourselves because we don’t conform to societal expectations regarding achievements: we feel like failures. Or maybe we hate ourselves because we believe humanity is quite despicable, and it’s better we just stop existing altogether. In my experience and observations, self-hatred is mostly a personal matter. It’s hatred directed at oneself as an individual for whatever reason. It’s often caused by feelings of not being good enough and not measuring up to the rest.

A little personal story here: after years of success, my channel’s viewership dropped drastically. Although I try to remain positive, there have been some dark moments on the way down. During these moments, I felt shame. Am I a failure after all? What will people think of my downfall? I felt anger toward myself for the mistakes I made. I kicked myself for not working hard enough, even though I’ve been pretty burned out lately. I started doubting my capacities and feeling inadequate, which started eating away at my confidence. I ...

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